Today is my birthday
I tried to smile
As much as I could
In the evening I was sad
Because
Some friend in the train said
“I thought that girl(he used your name)
Was a good person
I was dazed
I asked “Why?”
He said, “I thought she was more caring
But now she doesn’t seem to be that way.”
And then
Since then
I am thinking of you
If you had changed
And if ‘dumb I’ was the reason
For any thing like that
I want to stop loving you
So I have decided to give this book to you
Finally
All that I want from you is nothing
Just be aware that I exist
I hope you read it well
Understand a bit of me
Remember me
Don’t hesitate to ask me anything
Any time
Correct me
I am frequently wrong
There were time when I thought
That our thoughts never matched
When I said ‘day’
You said ‘night’
When I said ‘yes’
You said ‘wrong’
You always thought what I didn’t
And I always had different views.
I thought we could fill in each other
I was more wrong than just wrong
Everything I had thought
Was with a heart as clean as it could be
Without any intention of hurting you
I was dumb in trusting
Friends
F-R-I-E-N-D-S…so called
All are good, no complaints
But non of them is a better friend of mine
then is of someone else
I wanted to be your friend
But if you find me not worth
Sitting next to or talking to
It’s my fate
I cant see anyone better than you
To whom I can go for advice
How can I get out of this
Good at hearts are many
But the best is you
I know you will never even think of liking me
Doesn’t matter
Smile
That’s more than enough
