9:40 p.m.-4 May-99

Surprised you will be

To hear me say

Thanks for not loving me

In this fifteen days break

For the studies sake

I thought of you so much

That I did nothing but that

And then I thought for a second

That if

I worry about you so much

I think of you so much

And I care for you so much

When you don’t give a damn to me

I am scared

What would I do

If you loved me too

And that’s why I say

Thanks for not loving me

For if you did

I would do nothing but love you

And probably not

Pass the tests

But then I know

I am just consoling myself…